mummy

Today morning,

i dream of my dear mummy ...

she back here alone ..

i saw her tiredness and

she become older before she leave to NY.

she sat down beside the swimming pool.

wanted to swim ...

i have no idea why i will dream something like this.

when the time i communicates with her ..

i feel the emptiness, very strange,

no more warmness and care inside our conversation

i'm scared~ ..

i dives into the swimming pool ...

POP ...i wakes up..OMG...

is 10.30am ..need to cook for my dearest GF ..

she's coming back before 11am.

BUT now is 11.41am and she haven't back yet.

Finally ..I'm Bak

Wuhuuu ...

Finally I'm bak ..

Finally my sem end ...

i got no time to blog ...haha ..

playing games, JOEVY, Shopping, King Scout, Animation

tats wat i spend my time in this sem hahaha ...

what i wish to do in this holiday ...

of course is animation..yeahh ..

juz finish my acting lips sync animation ....

it was harddd .......ITS SO BADDDDD!!!!

haha ...tat's my dialogue ..

i had repeat n repeat a thousand timesss ...

hmm ...the out come ...

sum1 tell me tat ...ur acting animation stil looks float ..

i was quiet upset ...n ...sad..juz like cutting my heart ..

cause i put alot of time n effort on it ....

but after awhile ...i tell myself ..

i ned to do better n better so tat no ppl will comment like tis ..

so i appreciate the comment tat ..the''sum1'' giv me ..thanks.

so this holiday hope i can finish a new animation

walk cycle hehe ...

ohyah ...before the lips sync animation

we hav 1 more animtion ....it's FLOUR SACK .,.wuhuu ...

seriously, i love this alot ...

hav a look .and comment plz

hehe ..

all done in ...

maya2010

Adobe after effect cs4

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KED-9uYyKI4

~LOVE~

很久都没有这~爱~的感觉了 。。
hmm 这感觉真是>漂亮<。。=)
让我感觉很幸福。。很饱满。。
~hmm 虽然说是第3次。。恋爱。。
可是怎么这感觉差这么远啊。。
相比以前的。。。哎呀还是别说以前。。哈哈哈
可能大家都成熟了。。想法自然就会成熟
很喜欢也很珍惜现在的我~
爱~也给了我很大的推动力
哈哈。。希望这感觉会继续延迟下去。。

多一星期就农历新年了~。
hmm。。今年应该会过得很平静吧。。
一点新年气氛都没有。。就是因为少了我妈妈~~aizz
少了我亲爱的妈妈。。一切都少了。。
哈哈没关系。。我可以去‘她’ 的家。。
一样会热闹吧~ 哈哈。。
希望她家人不厌弃我。。。呵呵！！

对了。。这次回去。会到station1 面试当餐厅驻唱歌手。
那是我从中五的心愿~就因为spm妈妈反对了~
hmm有时我会问自己~我真的那么爱唱歌吗？
对！！还想让别人享受我得歌声哈哈哈~~~（ss）
希望这次我顺利成功吧~如果不是的话。。。这学期的假期。
就会呆在kl了~ 那时。。。。我们又难见面了。

Interesting trip hahah .

last sunday...finally she reach kl sunway haha ..hmm ...
i think tat day was our ''1st day'17/1/10 wuhuu ....hahah ..'
because of she late ..so v din go to mid valley ..juz walk at pyramid ...keke
da nxt day v go bukit bintang for whole day..ha v shop alot ...
pheww...tat was so tired ..keke ..but nvm it worth ..keke..
''after tat i reali cnt concentrate on my assg ..haha ..aiyakk ..too bad''
The 3rd day..she went bak to her .''kai ma'' hse ..haha ....den i hav class ....

after tat ..on thursday ..she come to find me again ..yeahh ..haha...den v go for movie..
''LIGION'' ishh ...ermm ....not a nice movie ..tat wat i can say ..haha ....aizya ..everything juz flatt ...keke
..hmm ..at night ..v go kl山顶.....yumcha ..v my 2 primary school classmate..they r couple keke ..
den having dinner at a restaurant name ''HEAVEN'' keke ...after tat v took alot of pic ....unfortunately tat my lao poh(camera)...not here ...i borrow to my best fren ad ...sighzzz....
but nvm lar ..v still took alot of pic kekkeke ..




hmm .....it's vry special with her ....hmmm
actually v juz knw each other for ...juz ''2 month'' ..
omg ..me myself also hard to believe tis ...
v like knw jor long time gam ...
v everything juz lile vry ngam gam geh worr ..
everything i like ...she like ...
beside drawing ..wahahaha ..
i mean life style lar ....
''in this stage'' ....v juz ..everything ''ngam''
...n da best thing is ...i reali like her mind thinking ..she is mature enough for me ..
she 体谅 me alot .......tis is y i love her so much ...hahah ...

hmm ..there is sumting tat i was worrying ..
v juz knw each other for 2 month ....den v start...
hmm ...does it mean..i easily fall in lov v others?
or ...............i feel like many ppl will say so lo ...hmm ...nvm ba ...
tell the truth ...tis ''feeling'' is reali strong n ........''weird '' ..hah how cum v can start so fasttt ...hahah ...but watever...i'm so glad tat she joining part of my life hehe .. ''in this stage lar''



oh yah ...sumting happened ...
aizz..from tis semester start til last week ....my work is juz like shit ..
my tutor .n all my classmate ...was disappointed on me .//they keep saying..
max- eh ...where is da ''TIMUN'' i knw be4 ....
Charmaine-Timun change jor ...he din finish his head modeling .....i feel disappointed lo ..

tat was too .sad ..i feel like wanna cry ...T.T
i knw ......is because of sum1 is joining my life ...i juz cnt concentrate n cnt handle is ..well ..T.T
but nvm ...after ytd chat v my dear..i feel tat ...dg085-1's TIMUN ....is cumming bak ..
ARGHHHHHHHH >>>>>>>
i my spirit n confident is cumming bakk ...arghhhhhhhhhhhh
hmm ...hope it reali cumming bak to me ..hahah ...
i won let all of u disappointed gerrr ....GAMBATEHH >>>>>

Sumthing reali happened!!

erm.yah ..new sem started 1 week ...quiet free haha ...
but i still cnt finish my modeling ...because ' sumting reali happened''...
hard to concentrate ...aizz tat was too bad ....i'm so sry to myself ..i cnt like tis gahh!!!i ned to concentrate ! nothing can effect my study!!!.''mummy i rmb wat i promise to u n myself geh''

ermm .....'sum1 is joining my life ..woow' ...
haha..aizz ...finally ....after 1 n a half year ....hv a new relationship..
erm .. i dn knw my decision wrong or right ...
hmm ...ha everything reali happened too fast ...!!
but ...after wat my mind analyze ..den i knw wat i gonna do ..
hmm ...hope everythings juz fine .bah ..haha huuhuuu!!
.ned to care 1 more ppl ..
ned to be responsibility for everything ...keke ...
aizz ..as mummy said ...''dai gor zei' lu ....i cnt believe i'm 20 years old jor ..


huuuu ....i life 20 years d ...hmm ...
did i do anything wrong in tis 20 years ?? ..
hmm ..every1 did wrong be4 ...is juz c whether u knw hw to change or not....
i'm vry vry vry glad tat i hv such mummy ..!!!
*7 years without dad..
all is my mum ...everythings is my mum ...dad is her ..mum is her ..
arghhhhh ,,,,MUMMYYYY!! I MISS U ..I LOV U SOO MUCHH!!!!!

Merry x'mas n a Happy New Year

又过了一个学期...假期就这样结束了。。。
真的有点不适的。。。
这假期过得很愉快。。休息的饱饱。每天至少睡13个小时哈哈哈。。
这是我最快乐事情哈哈！
和我亲爱的朋友们一起真的很舒服。。很快乐。
留下了很多美好的回忆。。
new year 到了云顶倒数。。虽然烟火都被很多调皮的雾盖住了。。有点失望
可是我还是很珍惜我们全部聚在一起的一天。。哈哈哈！
拍了一大堆的照片哈哈！那全都是我们的回忆。。我一定会好好保管。。


虽然这次回到家还是老样子~~
沉沉的。。
可是非常开心的是。。跟哥聊了许多~~
希望他会记得我们全家人的劝告~ 真的很希望。。他振作！

在这假期内。。没想她。
可是就出现了。。另外一个她。
她对我很好。。感觉就像(我对以前的~她)..
erm。。。感觉满亲切的。。。其实我也感觉到她对我的意识(确定的)
hmm 其实我也不是对她没感觉。。。我只是担心唯一的一点~
没有拉。。说真的担心还蛮多点的。。哈哈
不过最担心的是。。。我怕我太注重我的学业。。而忽略了她。。
应该说‘顺其自然’吗？ 。。。。顺其自然吧！哈哈

对了对了。。
成绩揭晓了。。
哈哈哈好开心。。我的努力又没白费了yeahh
拿了2A 2B。。还有两课成绩还没出来。。。极死了。。
妈妈听了我的成绩，，开心得把不快乐的事情都忘了。。
她说~只有你带给我们信心和快乐。。。。woow哈哈！
妈~我答应你。。也答应我自己。。我会更加努力的！！

新年快乐！！！

FINAL

Alright !! 1 more week to go ...! wat shud i do ...i still got alot of workk ....
can i finish on time ? can i ? arghh ....! ''like imposible lo ''
hope i can pass tis sem !!! god bless me ! haha ,,
hmm ...yeahh ...vry vry happy n excited tat my work show on my college gallery !!
yeahuu!!! hah ....i'm so proud of myselff..yeah ..!!!
i wanna thx my mummy n daddy!! hah ...not onli 1 artwork ....got 3 ..yeahuuu!!!
hmm ...hope nxt time my work still can exhibit in any gallery! thx again !
oh yah ...1 more good news....
i get my 19 years most expensive b'day present hohoho ..
a DSLR camera !! NIKON D90!! yeahuu ..! it's damn expensive ....but my dad 二话不说..juz say
''OK...BUY THIS''
fuyooo ...imagine tis word come out from ur parent ...hohoho ..!
at the 1st i wanna buy more cheap d ..but he keep calling me buy more good n tahan geh !! haha
den ....mai buy lo ..hohoho! thxx alot dad..!! I LOVE N MISS U SOOO MUCH !!!

hmm ...mayb v2 also busy ...seldom chat ad ...aizz .
or mayb ...erm ..dn knw ........
n the most sad things is ..the rose ....the ros THE ROSEEEE!! arghh ..!
i send to her .....her feedbak=...''so nice'' ....''thxx''
errrrhhhhhggg.....juz 2 words ...hmm ..seriously it hurttt!!hmm ...but is over..after sum concern ..
feel better ..juz think more ppositive where hehe ...tis is wat i always do !! lkeke .
ok .....juz take it easy ....rushh my final ..
GAMBATEH to all my classmate!!! DG085-1!!! ..every1 goodluck ...hope no ppl fail!!!

FINISHHH! YEAHUUU

yeah...finally finish my 3d still life modeling ....
tis is damnnn hard ..many nights din slp ..juz because of this project ...ishh ..!
hmm ..i quiet satisfy the final outcome..
tis is the feeling that what i want at the first....
hmm actually ...tis modeling doesn't have any story ..erm ..juz an old gramophone hehe .
hmm ..i think tis project is harder den last project ..no matter ..texturing ...lighting..modelling ...everythings juz hard ...but quiet enjoy the process .hoho ..
v stay many nitez at college 3d lab ...!
btw i also ned to thanks many ppl
especially my classmate'maxx' he help me alottt ...
i feel glad to hv tis type of 'fren'/classmate ....
another ..is my tutor charmaine ...she help me alott ..!
but i quiet sory to her ...because she want me change a lot of things ...but i din follow ..i use bak my own idea ...i 'juz change abit tat wat she want me to change'..hehehe ..thxxx.
seriously tis type of tutor ..'WHERE TO FIND'???
oh yah ..to c more clear ...juz click on my picture
hmm yeahh ....tis is the rose that i duplicate from my still life prject hah ..
but i change all the lighting n composition ....hohoho ..
yah ...juz for her ..i send tis to her ..! because she told me she like dark red rose ..^^
hope she like

I KNOW WAT TO DO ? ...'gua;'

now i knw d problem ...hmm ..thxx my buddy ! thxx alot ...u let me knw more bout her ,,!
ermm .....i guess i knw wat to do ...?
reali ?
dn knw ?? -.-
erm mayb juz let it be
hah ,,,juz let me fix it ..!
but do i hv tat opportunity ?
erm mayb juz let it be ?顺其自然就好！hehehe


feel more better now ..kekeke ...
tats it .....ned to start my ass for assignment !!!! damnnn!
i got my new n syok working style ....ha ...now i will slp at nite den wake up at midnite hohoho! is hard lar ..but syookkk ..aleast can slp ...hope i can continue tis working style in the future sem! yahuuuu!

SORI ...!

很抱歉。。
可能我太过想知道她的为人。。太过想了解她。。可是我既然忘了你。。没想到你也会很难受。。。啊。对不起啊兄弟。。。！
现谢谢你！ 。。。如果真的想不到办法告诉我的话。。真的没关系的！真的！突然感觉到。。又兴奋。。又难过。。！兴奋的是。。有人这么关心我。。！难过得是。。搞到你这么烦恼！！


hmm。。突然心情很复杂。。我到底要怎么办呢？。。
越来越多的负面消息。。我是否继续？
到底真正的她是怎么样的呢？
她是否向你们所说的呢？。。。
好多疑问？？

RUSHING TIME!!

left 2 mroe days ..arghh ...!! 2more days later is maya 2nd project deadline ...!! still life ..!
last week i camp at college for 2days walao ...keep doin my maya ,,,!! i'm vry tired bout tis ...but yet it still haven finish ...hope i can finish b4 d deadline ...! ha .good luck 'teik..mayb tmr will camp at college again .! i can do alot at collge ..because my college pc cnt facebook n msn ..hah tats y i can keep doin .....without clicking d stupid facebook !!! hohoh ...


hmm ..i got tat feel..i can feel tat ...
do u ?
wait 4 wat ?
hmm ...mayb waiting a suitable timing ...
agree? ..dn knw ..? stop questioning ..just do it ok ?
erm ..^^


hope 'chair's' nightmare wont happen on me....!
(sry bout tat chair ...i saw ur moody ..take it easy ya !! my good hsemate heh ..everythings will be juz fine)

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY DAY !!

YEAHHH !! the 3rd time movie v 'her' hehehe!!! ...after movie ..v walk around.. hehe.. ,,,juz ...happy !! is vry comfertable n nice to be v her ..hehehe!
yah ,,,,juz watched 'SURROGATE' ...HMM ..tis movie actually is not that bad ...
hm beside of not bad ...it juz not bad ....nothing much to say..hah ..
i quiet like their concept .....
imagine that half of our world r robots///
ishh damn ..!!

close to you

phewwww ....finally got time to blog.
started to bz man...juz finish my 1st maya project ...yeahhh ..
'maya' is a software ..not a gal ok..!! ha ..
but v ned to treat 'maya' like a gal ....it juz like a gal...easily to crush..many many unknown problem will comes out suddenly ..haha ...! v always frustrated bout it ..ishh ..

it take me few weeks time to finish it .i did 2 different version ....day n night .! actually the day lighting is lec teach me d ..n i found tat night lighting is more challenging n can learn more ..so i decided to do 1 more version haha ! i do non stop 21 hour for tis ...beacuse be4 the deadline v ned to show to our lec to critique ,so i rush til half past dead ..n also i change my design at the last minute..arghh ...it reali a challenge subject ..
i found tat i hv not much confident on it n always cnt handle it well ..sumore lec teach vry fast..n it vry complicated.i scare i cnt do well on it..
hermm ..mayb i think too much ...i will try my best to understand more bout tis software ..n i believe. few month later i can handle it well ...wahahah...'太自信'
hermm hah ..oh yah..
tis few week ...more 'closer' to her ..wahaha
...because of .'LORD OF THE RING' keke.. ..hmm..
^.^ wuhuu